1. |
Nightwand
01:39
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When you said "I'm all in" I pictured an ocean
What is love anyway, if not devotion?
Ah
You walked up the stairs from the sauna
dragging a cloak of steam up to the light
Ah
the night waves it's wand and the pine boughs
turned into a chandelier of lights
But when you said "I'm all in" I pictured an ocean
What is love anyway, if not devotion?
Now I can't feel your waves, You're an ocean far away.
What does your love mean now?
What does your love mean now?
What does your love mean now?
What does your love mean now?
What does your love mean now?
What does your love mean now?
What does your love mean now?
What does your love mean now?
What does your love mean now?
What does your love mean now?
What does your love mean now?
What does your love mean now?
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2. |
Hold My Silence
01:51
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Stupid things that I don't mean all spilling out my mouth
I will try to hold my silence circling always down
Down
I can feel the spectre of myself inside my body
Try to remove all of it so I can be full falling
Falling down
Always down
But I believe in catastrophic failure as a way to know which way to go
And I will follow silence circling downwards
Always down
"What do you think the lighthouse keeper might say about you moving in?
Oh he won't mind at all, It'll be company for him and I'm sure he'd like someone to talk to, looking after a lighthouse is a very lonely job.
Ah, but if you thought Moomin, that might be exactly why he chooses to do it.
You mean that he might want to be on his own all the time?
Well some people like it like that!
Sometimes I like being on my own...
Not for long though."
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3. |
Jo
01:28
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Jo would never call me a bad name
Jo wears a halo over their head 24/7
Jo helped me put away my christmas decorations and
We both like Charlie Brown
Jo would never go swimming with someone they didn't feel a magical connection with
Jo helped me move into my house
Sometimes Jo brings me bread from the bakery and
We both like Tove Jansson's Moomin
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4. |
Fangs!
01:29
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Huh huh
Huh huh
(WINE DRUNK)
I'll break you down I'll make you bleed
Fangs inside your neck, taste sweet
I never really felt complete
But you give me everything I need
I just want you to match my energy (huh huh)
I know i can seem a little messy (huh huh)
Promise I'll hold onto you I'm ready (huh huh)
Even if it gets a little heavy (huh huh)
Talk to me like i'm the only girl you know
I lose my mind a little bit inside of the vertigo
But I can hold you down, yeah that's all i wanna be right now
So kiss me on the mouth and I'll fall into your open door
I have no money yeah I never thought
I was waiting for this feeling that I feel to stop
but you just kept and kept and kept on holding on
Start to think that you like it when i drink your blood
I'll break you down I'll make you bleed
Fangs inside your neck, taste sweet
I never really felt complete
But you give me everything I need
I lose my mind inside of the transfer
God is in the wires but you're inside me like a cancer
Eat away at everything 'til there's nothing left I'm made of
Corrupt all my files 'til all I think about is blood
I'll break you down I'll make you bleed
Fangs inside your neck, taste sweet
I never really felt complete
But you give me everything, everything
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5. |
Good Things
01:04
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(whats up with- whats up with you?
whats up with- whats up with you?)
Hay bales
Silos
Low clouds
And hangouts
Swimming holes
Your love
Waterfalls
And overalls
Truck tires blistering in the hot sun
Shooting your sibling with a water gun
Extra large waffle cone at the tastey freeze
Hug from your grandma after you scrape your knees
Hay bales,
Silos,
Low clouds,
And hangouts.
Swimming holes,
Your love,
Waterfalls,
And overalls.
Dog collar jingling,
Folk singer singing,
Hungry hungry hippos,
And bonfires...
(whats up with- whats up with you?
whats up with- whats up with you?
whats up with- whats up with you?
whats up with- whats up with you?)
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6. |
Don't HMU
01:38
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(WINE DRUNK)
Hold on I'm reverting back to how I used to be
And I don't wanna do that...
Holy fuck I just lost my sense of self control
I spent a long time trying to grip tightly to anyone I could hold
But I don't want to need you, I'm a new person.
Can you please deal with it?
Don't hit my phone when it's late at night
and you want to change your mind.
Babe, I know you're not ride or die.
Don't hit my phone when it's late at night
and you want to change your mind.
Babe, I know you're not ride or die.
Holy fuck I just lost my sense of self control
I spent a long time trying to grip tightly to anyone I could hold
But I don't want to need you, I'm a new person.
Can you please deal with it?
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7. |
Stuck In My Head
02:39
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oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
(WINE DRUNK)
I WANT YOUR LOVE
MORE THAN I LET ON
I WANT YOUR LOVE
MORE THAN I LET ON
FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME
FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME
STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR A LONG TIME
STUCK IN MY ROOM FOR A LONG TIME
KEEP IT TUCKED AWAY BACK OF MY MIND
I DONT WANNA MISREAD BAD SIGNS
THE PAIN I FEEL NOW IS ALL BY DESIGN
FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME
Spent 4 years ripping off my mask
Slipping right by me like a hall pass
Aw man i really wish i never said that
Aw man i really wish i never said that
Crying on the floor and i dont know why
static in my brain how i lose my mind
hear maryn sing where is my light
i dont know if i'll ever get it back
but i want your love
more than i let on
i want your love
more than i let on
no reflections in the water
no water in the reflections
too much light in the dark
too much dark fills the cavities of my heart
no reflections in the water
no water in the reflections
too much light in the dark
too much dark fills the cavities of my heart
I WANT
(FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME)
YOUR LOVE
(FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME)
MORE THAN
(FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME)
I LET ON
(FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME)
I WANT
(FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME)
YOUR LOVE
(FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME)
MORE THAN
(FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME)
I LET ON
(FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME)
FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME
FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME
STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR A LONG TIME
STUCK IN MY ROOM FOR A LONG TIME
KEEP IT TUCKED AWAY BACK OF MY MIND
I DONT WANNA MISREAD BAD SIGNS
THE PAIN I FEEL NOW IS ALL BY DESIGN
FEELING THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME
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8. |
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pine tree sap seeping through my clothes now
cold and slow like the snow thats falling down
its evergreen in michigan
still the rebirth cycle begins again
but you
you melt me just like ice
on the lake
i fall
right through
and you help me to fix my mistakes
i ran
so hard
i didnt know how to be safe
but you take
my hand
and you tell me that it isnt a race
in the winter park at night there is no sound
you let go of my hand and i slip and fall down
im so glad that we met i hope that we can stay friends
but you
you melt me just like ice
on the lake
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9. |
Eeyore
03:21
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Maybe i should move to France
and join the Trappists,
spend evenings picking tangerines,
staring at stained glass windows for centuries.
Or maybe i should move to Vermont
and learn poetry from Mary Ruefle,
rent a little loft, survive off ramen and toaster strudels.
But i went out again, and the world swallowed me up.
We went from
a bar
to a liquor store
a bar
to a liquor store we went from
a bar
to a liquor store
a bar
to a liquor store
No
one can hear what I'm saying,
hope
they cant see my lips moving,
No
one can hear what I'm saying,
hope
they cant see my lips moving
(namu amida butsu)
Oh, I know you don't care,
(namu amida butsu)
your halo slid off now its floating through the air
lord jesus christ have mercy on me
(namu amida butsu)
your halo slid off now its floating through the air
I don't talk like I used to,
"If you don't stop this'll bruise you",
this kind of life is a lose-lose,
when I'm the Eeyore
in a room full of Whinnie the Poohs,
in a room full of Whinnie the Poohs,
in a room full of Whinnie the Poohs,
in a room...
We went from
a bar
to a liquor store
a bar
to a liquor store we went from
a bar
to a liquor store
a bar
to a liquor store
No
one can hear what I'm saying,
hope
they cant see my lips moving,
No
one can hear what I'm saying,
hope
they cant see my lips moving
NAMU AMIDA BUTSU
(Oh, I know you don't care,)
NAMU AMIDA BUTSU
(your halo slid off now its floating through the air)
NAMU AMIDA BUTSU
(Oh, I know you don't care)
LORD JESUS CHRIST HAVE MERCY ON ME
(your halo slid off now its floating through the air)
LORD JESUS CHRIST HAVE MERCY ON ME
(Oh, I know you don't care,)
NAMU AMIDA BUTSU
(your halo slid off now its floating through the air)
NAMU AMIDA BUTSU
(Oh, I know you don't care,)
LORD JESUS CHRIST HAVE MERCY ON ME
(your halo slid off now its floating through the air)
NAMU AMIDA BUTSU
(Oh, I know you don't care.)
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10. |
Five Heavy Stars
01:44
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Holding my breath
waiting for you.
I love you more
than I ever did before.
When you arrive
I will sacrifice my body
on the altar
of your truth,
I will heal my own body.
I am a healer
I can change
I am not only who you say I am
I am a healer
I can change
I am not only who you say I am
(WINE DRUNK)
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11. |
Highway Moon
01:39
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Highway moon, I can't get enough
of your light I just shed it off
into the blue
I am still myself
even when I don't know me
we lift the lantern up
so its only our eyes we can see.
We can share this halo,
we can both be half angels,
we lift the lantern up,
so its only our eyes we can see.
Northern loon, I can't get enough
of your cry it just echoes off
everything i do.
I am still myself
even when I don't know me
we lift the lantern up
so its only our eyes we can see.
We can share this halo,
we can both be half angels,
we lift the lantern up,
so its only our eyes we can see.
I am still myself
even when I don't know me
we lift the lantern up
so its only our eyes we can see.
We can share this halo,
we can both be half angels,
we lift the lantern up,
so its only our eyes we can see.
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12. |
Good Omen
02:20
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Black cat,
good omen.
White snow,
I'm rollin'
down side-
walks hazy,
bike chain
clicks, baby.
I know
you want me,
I give
you nothing,
you don't
deserve that,
but I'm
fading fast.
Ghost town in the summer,
cop car angel numbers,
packed tight in the winter,
cold air by the river.
Ghost town in the summer,
cop car angel numbers,
packed tight in the winter,
cold air by the river.
Black cat,
good omen.
White snow,
I'm rollin'
down side-
walks hazy,
bike chain
clicks, baby.
I know
you want me,
I give
you nothing,
you don't
deserve that,
but I'm
fading fast.
Ghost town in the summer,
cop car angel numbers,
packed tight in the winter,
cold air by the river.
Ghost town in the summer,
cop car angel numbers,
packed tight in the winter,
cold air by the river.
Ghost town in the summer,
cop car angel numbers,
packed tight in the winter,
cold air by the river.
Ghost town in the summer,
cop car angel numbers,
packed tight in the winter,
cold air by the river.
(kinda nailed it I think B) )
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